sheer stupidity
wasting money on stuff that u burn
gals that u never get
viewing porn; u actually waste ur own shit
drinking; as much as u love; screw ur liver
a whole life trying to do good yet u know that u are going to burn in hell.
love? its one of the lamest shit i ever heard of, waste of time trying to understand it
never doubt your sexuality unless you wanna end up having a unbalanced hormones system
techno never sounded nice
doing probability sums; are u ever gonna strike the lottery?
buying a brand new stuff only to learn that its a hand down from dad
wearing spandex other than swimming
swear that u will do it but its just all talk
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
screwed @
8:49 PM
wah... its been long since i last blog.
alright next week i have to pay Wan $200
my week isnt exactly great.
working thru the bloody weekend...
getting drunk on off days.
missed 2 days of training.. seems like i will have to make up for it the whole weekend loh... wondering how am i gonna make it though.
monday... slept till late noon before going out for my training.
nothing much got home to sleep & started training the next day.
tuesday... healthy like fuck... swim & swim the whole day.
went to gym
lagi best was i went to join samuel & the rest to eat @ NYDC.
before walking half the town area...
finally stopping @ S Club... drinking Johnnie Walker with green tea.
Ivan had some interesting stuff for us... lol
he could sing?! >-samuel god damned declared that he is BI!
am i hearing wrong stuffs??? lol
bro u alright????
wednesday... been rotting @ home the whole day... trying to purge out the nasty stuff in mi
didnt went to work... on MC..
thursday.. nv train again! oh my god my body itching for water.. serious...
dunno whats in store for me....
Saturday, March 24, 2007
screwed @
6:07 PM
hmmm... be long.
know what. i screwed lots and lots of things recently. Be it work or some personal shit.
i took the bus home.. cos i wanna sleep, i overslept till the interchange. best part was no one woke me up. till the shit driver parked his bus & started screaming at me in Malay & English. from that i could tell that i am really too dark to be chinese...
wadever..
monday & tues was messing my life in the gym & the pool... kinda lonely cos most of my frens are not free for training. oh well then nvm...
wednesday.. hehe i had my swimming training & gym work before going to work.
originally Ray & gang are coming over to my workplace to visit me =)
ended up alot of communications breakdown till i dunno wat else to say.. so i expected them not to appear either...........
of cos i was pleasantly surprised that Ray turned up with her fren...
then hidayah came with a lousy drinker...
erm... thats about it loh...
nothing much either...... thursday alot of bullshit as well. might be something wrong with me or i guess so.
didnt train cos i am too shag to even move after the nite.
came friday
ren jie's first day, this arse kept on telling me that he wanna work blah blah blah... got him the job.. still his xiao mei meis... craps lar... i dun wanna slam him but sorries i couldn't resist the fucking urge to do so..
his first nite? full of shit i guess..
in the mornin could see tat he is drunk.. loud talking, crappy movements... i known him for too long le... can see wat he is like when he IS DRUNK... ass dun deny the fact OK.
of cos... i think hor.. i sent a wrong msg previously.. well wadever.. i am not gonna tink nor care. hmph...
Friday, March 16, 2007
screwed @
7:57 PM
hmmm...
everything really happens too fast for me that i can't really take a breather the last 10 days or so.
first i was rushing the html assignments..
next the project work & presentations.
then mugging my last week for the upcoming examinations...
its really fast paced that.. i somehow couldn't notice the change around me.
i guess for the 2 papers, i did pretty okay..
just hope for the best next month.
after my last paper, had my final lunch in school, headed to the gym for my last workout..
joined the rest of the them @ Sharrif's place.
they played the games. i just messed around with the guitar.
i took the Ghost Rider DVD back.... the show? not bad though.. anyway Faisal. the quality is decent.
btw that Johnny guy does know that Roxy gal.... but somehow during the TV trailers that they showed about their meeting was kinda like as though Nicholas Cage don't know her. Maybe its just his face.. lol
finally... today
met Joseph for swimming training, nb lah no ppl go lor.
all last minute cancel end up only 2 idiots in the pool swimming. Had i knew all of them are not coming @ all i would have swam near my place.
wasting my time & trip there.
had lunch @ Simei's Cafe..
nothing much...
went to Orchard.. covered much of the area... lol
now at home typing this bloody blog before getting ready for work...
long nite ahead.
sian...
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
screwed @
1:49 AM
been a couple of days since i last made a posting here..
freaky been messing around with all the school work till i almost ran out of gas.
what else. i am still awake @ 1.40am on Wednesday.. i can't just go & sleep cos i have a got damn paper @ 8.30am...
shit after that paper.. i still need to get rid of another set of notes for Thursday's paper.
had a study session just now with them..
only managed to clear 10 chapters.
not good enough i have like 22 Chapters to cover...
grrr... got to force myself thru the shit...
haiz..
Sunday, March 11, 2007
screwed @
5:58 PM
grrr.... collected my shit pay last nite.
Eric has officially been out of the shit hole.... which is good for him i guess.
i took the cab home after missing the last train.
i have not been feeling alright the last 2 days wonder am i sick or what... hai
spent 6 hours mugging for my exams... still i dunno what else i need to do.
i feel kinda lethargic this morning. managed to do quite abit of work before falling asleep @ 7am.
woke up by 12pm... rotted around had lunch before mugging again...
went for a swim @ 3pm.. the bloody pool is really crowded... i got kicked on my face twice by kids.
its really annoying.. how can i swim freestyle & look up for others? assholes...
after an hour i decided to leave for home. since i am working tonite.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
screwed @
3:15 PM
welcome to my first Friday of not working....
i woke up late as well... thats at 12pm..
feeling kinda messed up. i have to study for my exams but somehow i couldn't really start... hai..
just had my breakfast not yet lunch... feeling rather lethargic maybe it is Saturday..
Friday, March 09, 2007
screwed @
9:49 PM
Friday is here... finally
guess the reason why this week, i felt time or days really crawls because i need not work at all. lol
this morning, i woke up @ 9am... gotten ready & left for school.
had my lunch while waiting for Eric.
gym today? yeah... seems like the last week working out there.
might never have the chance to enjoy such tranquility not seen in public gyms.
not even those upmarket gyms can be compared there... not saying that the equipments there are top class.... lol somehow it is the only place, i liked in the whole school.
i could see improvements from my side. From a measly 30KG for my leg rise i managed to improved till 50KG... in 2 months? i guess...
leg curls... from 10KG, i amassed 20KG now... dun think its easy till u try it.
my leg push was a exact double.... from 60KG now i am pushing something like 120KG... haha..
even pull ups.. i am doing 55KG...
hmmm... numbers & numbers all over...
it is the last week in school, dun really think i will bother too much about it either.
pretty much guessed my whole weekend would be spent mugging for exams next week.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
screwed @
8:56 PM
eh.. something bad happened, i FLUKED my shit class test.
once i finally failed one paper.
well expected... that shit.
i didn't attend class but i was in the gym? haha...
lame but true i reached school @ 4.30pm
going into the gym...
its been a while since i last ran outside.
i guess today i was a bit off color... or maybe i was late.
they locked the side gate so i will have to run another 200m to get back into school via the front gate.
after gym, went to Mac for dinner. Earlier had the intention to do some revision but decided against it at the end.
took the train back... kinda sleepy i guess.
reached home at 9pm?
still pondering should i work tomorrow?
or just on Saturday since its payday
now mi wondering is my anime out yet.. haha.. i am kinda bored these days.
later on still have some stuff to do before sleepin & getting to school on time to pass up my assignment.... grrr...
just one piece of paper but its gonna worth lotsa marks.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
screwed @
9:55 PM
finally finally, i have done the bloody project. I am silently confident that we will score good marks for it.
no fluke managing such a topic. But yeah we pulled thru.
now its all da way for the exams.... no matter what is the outcome for my application for Poly admission cos i know i just do not have that much of spare cash for some stuff there.
yet no one is to blame.. who would have expected some shit to happen right?
next week, its all about exams before slamming in work... look into the future? yeah... somehow i have a good feeling that my future would be really bright if i maintain what i am doing now....
another fake prediction for mi to feel good? who knows....
haha... i am just feeling great after i had cleared my shit. hehe...
disgusted? no problem... u can always puke. hahaha...
to all da *fans* reading and hoping for some form of chat box, sorry lah... i dun really have the mood to get one at the moment. not cos i am afraid of being slammed.. just too bored.
no worries if u got any complaints come onto my MSN! i am always ready to entertain ur shit =)
what i am gonna do tomorrow?
well my bloody appeal has made it thru... of cos my fucking reason is valid!
so... i am done with my html assignments & structured cabling shots. No school in da morning... no SINs committed...
come to tink i had been committing so much of sins.... lolx.
today in the gym i tot.. wow i will miss the old,rusty but at least its not crowded gym in ma school. wonders why ppl always misses things when they are gone?
not that the gym is being teared down but i am gonna leave the sch.
made some frens there... so cannot say that i made a bad choice working out. =)
1 such example... a lecturer... dunno funny or what.
we had a ride from him yesterday... know what... Red Hot Chilli Peppers & Gunz & Roses.. are malaysian BANDS!
wahaha... 3 of us couldn't contain our bloody laughters.
screwed @
10:03 AM
bloody day..
i am burnt out.
not to say that i haven't completed my M9 assignment... seems like eternity.
now i am at home.. trying to figure out what am i supposed to do.
yesterday.. bullshit. finally i am done my practicals. of cos technically i haven't done most of it.
yet who cares right?
i am not too bothered about it.
seems like these days i am kinda lazy.
i ran only 2km & i stopped... might be something to do with the weather...
i really wanna go out and run instead of doing it on the threadmill.
next week... mug and mug my way thru... i dunno how much longer i will have to do that...
sian...
Monday, March 05, 2007
screwed @
11:56 PM
finally i am home....
took the bloody train to school. at Bukit Batok. saw 2 mums to be boarding the train.
my reflex darn good i stood up & walked away.
but then... they chose not to sit down!!!
forget it fine... thinking that they will drop off soon...
somehow they took the train till Woodlands before dropping off...
arrggghhhh....
not cos i wanna have a seat. just tat.. aiyah.. nvm
in school had lunch @ the canteen.
seems really quiet today.. not that i am complaining but yeah good. No monkeys around.
no offending of the rest. Most of them are really like monkeys....
class? what hell... i never managed to clear the practicals i am supposed to do.
looks like i will have a very rushed day tomorrow.
i was talking to Chai Ling & Soe Soe Win...
about the good old days? maybe... flirting? with chai ling? yeah right.. someone i knew for 5 years.
not too long not exactly short as well.
after class. i went to the gym with Rahman, Eric & Faisal.
kinda unexpected to see a really big size guy in there, he is those sort of slacker but somehow he was convinced of the benefits of exercising... which is good.
grow old with that weight as if ur bloody knee can support ur weight. =)
didnt know why. i felt sleepy after a few sets of heavy weights.
might be to do with the lack of sleep.
so i didnt run at all... which kinda made me guilty.
after gym. we went to Northpoint for dinner... at Macdonalds.
my first mcChicken sandwich of March 2007 =)
with sundae.
large fries
chatting away with the 2 stooges.
saw sharrif outside with 2 old men... haha... his frens.
this guy... really 97% luck... dunno what else to say. lol
gonna miss my classmates yet it is a blessing to know most of them.
hmmm... i will create a tribute for them... =)
now i am rushing the shit work to be done...
tml still got a really long day to go.
screwed @
4:38 AM
wad a fuck up sunday.... till now its already 5am in the morning i still haven clear most of the shit work i am doing.. wondering why didnt i work this bloody gay nite. at least i am being paid to stay up the whole morning..
nvm thinkin about the whole load of craps i am thinking bout doing the assignments. It is making my mind going at high speeds, which is somewhat taking a toll. i haven had any food since last nite. phew~
later on after i am done with the work. i still need to be in school to attend to some business & gym work. too many days not exercising is not a good thing.
gtg... back in the evening for more...
Sunday, March 04, 2007
screwed @
7:16 PM
holy shit... i am having cough again.
its been quite annoying these days.... can anyone guess how god damn pissed i was. i arrived for work @ 9.55 pm & i was reported to be late. Makes me wanna cripple some sort of stuff...
so i lost my bloody tips in end. fine by all means. i work so hard for my sales. opening bottle after bottles.
of cos i have annoying bastards whom slack around. like i fucking cb give them any damn.
ah nvm.... had enough of those shit coming from them,
looks like i have fallen sick again. when i am so active in the gym? doesn't make any sense down in my head.
today even worst.... i took bus 30 home.. but den i overslept my way to Boon Lay Interchange. fine i will still need to take the bus back home again.
reached home... was reading my papers before taking a nap... to think my nap lasted till 1440... its kinda bad. i am supposed to meet Ray to finish up on the assignments. guess i will not be sleeping later on to at least churn something out.. if not she's gonna be hysteric about it all again.
lucky me ain't working for the whole of next week, after the exams still got so much of shit to clear. sometimes i just wished that i wasn't in the position to do certain things...
hmmm.. i could really confirm that one person is currently attached..
nvm i still got other gals =)
i am a reformed addict... lol
Friday, March 02, 2007
screwed @
2:10 PM
hmmm... 2 days didnt update my blog. ain't tat busy alright! shitty..
some things that happened are really funny,
i have seen people fighting @ a bus stop... -_-! but it ain't big as the one on new year's day @ my workplace. haha...
next on the bus.. this Sec 1 kid, he stupid or what? taking the bus for a single stop. He can't just walk home? makes me wonder why is he overweight...
if my home is so near the bloody train station.. dun bother taking the bus le lah.
what made me laugh real bad. he missed his station, his reaction quite dumb. till the bus moved away from the stop. he said "i wanna drop off" to the bus driver... the driver gotten pissed & scolded him =)
well for the past 4 days i have been hitting the gym... working out.
today i am just gonna take a rest... but next week must study for exams le... followed by the actual papers before i go on holidays..
and of cos i am no longer a ITE student.
this nite. i am working. no bull shit, i kinda dislike my job... it has turned boring to me.
oh well... so long.... update tml morning....