sheer stupidity
wasting money on stuff that u burn
gals that u never get
viewing porn; u actually waste ur own shit
drinking; as much as u love; screw ur liver
a whole life trying to do good yet u know that u are going to burn in hell.
love? its one of the lamest shit i ever heard of, waste of time trying to understand it
never doubt your sexuality unless you wanna end up having a unbalanced hormones system
techno never sounded nice
doing probability sums; are u ever gonna strike the lottery?
buying a brand new stuff only to learn that its a hand down from dad
wearing spandex other than swimming
swear that u will do it but its just all talk
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♪ Entries
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
screwed @
7:57 PM
As usual, i couldnt wake up on time for the morning class. its not a good thing at all.
i missed out some craps given out.... hope tomorrow's test ain't that bad.
sad to say i was debarred from one module's exams due to my poor attendence. why must it be on the last sem.
its ironic that tml. 28th Feb 2007
i am gonna submit my polytechnic provisional entry form while i need to bloody submit my appeal for my debarred module.
so thats to say. should i failed the appeal, i will need to stay for another 6 months. nvm on that.
forget about poly.
wad a joke... its just 2 more weeks when i will graduate from ITE. of cos a proper one i dunno.
full of shit aint that?
come to think of it... all these are somehow connected to some ppl...
oh yeah... blame ppl now... nicholas u are a piece of shit, lousy loser... lolx!
this evening what else can i do?
mugging for tml's test.
its at 10 am..
make sure i bloody wake up on time.
its pathetic... maybe i shouldn't have gone to ITE.. should have gone to the NS first...
oh well... shitty... think think.. regrets regrets.... fuck up....
End of full of shit lah
Monday, February 26, 2007
screwed @
8:39 PM
okay sunday... wad i did? all craps.
i was chased by a gay customer thru out the whole nite. i just loved that feeling of playing hide & seek in a club.
after work, had breakfast at the food center.
Sam really totally spent might because of the shit training session we had earlier. oh well
doesn't really care much.
after that took the cab home. didnt really like takin the cab cos i am kinda broke but some people lah take cab.. duh!
nvm forget about that.
reached home too early i guess.
i fell asleep!
not even nice at all.
mum tried to wake me up @ 8am but i slept till 10.30am....
so somehow i missed the bloody class again. shit
bumped onto Eric at the bus interchange.
went to school and had lunch... didnt went to the gym
too tired i guess.
practical class? all junkie work.
after that i went to the gym with Eric but wasn't too great as well. Fatigue somehow took over myself. not exactly in tip top condition i guess.
dinner's done & i took the bus back home. to escape the bloody crowd but the ride is kinda expensive and not to forget that i had to transfer 3 buses. damn damn....
who to blame? who asked me to stay so far away from my school.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
screwed @
9:08 AM
hmmm.... its 9am now.
i juz got after a evening of hell i suppose. now trying to finish up the html assignment before i get it out of my drive real soon...
haiz next week i still need to arrange one of this day to get the PC ready really soon.. if not i wont even have a single day of peaceful sleep.
dunno lah... just kinda bullshit to think so.
oh well, cant have any situation that is decent enough for me to think about the positives.
hope i can come in one single piece.
alright back to what happened last nite.
same old shit i guess.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
screwed @
7:47 PM
okay i am dead...
forced to drink so much of liquor.... while working. lucky i wasnt drunk & making a fool out of myself.
this job is full of shit de lah...
after work had a large breakfast... before going off with Samantha & her fren via cab.
sleepy lor.
got home slept straight till 5pm.
the effects of drinking....
of cos not to forget going to the toilet clearing major stuffs....
best part i wanna off but my colleague injured cant work and i dun think it is nice not going to work while the rest suffers... haiz...
see how i survive the nite...
Friday, February 23, 2007
screwed @
7:17 PM
i wont think life is such a boring one...
but ya it is boring.
nothing much happened
in school
went to the gym.
hmmm... cheated over to macdonalds... 16 days of fast food in a month.. ain't good at all.
took the bus back since its early.
i am gonna work later on... which i dun really liked but ya.. i need to.
gtg... work work work...
Thursday, February 22, 2007
screwed @
11:48 PM
oh yeah mixed reactions...
alright i finally gotten my internet connection back... after paying my bills finally.
today?? what have i done...
i did the html assignment till 4 or 5am before slept.
mum tried to wake mi at 6am but i went back to sleep.. i guess it is just the lack of discipline on my part. who to blame? no one i guess.
school? i am late what else could i say... i was there at 11.30am really late. can say more. i full of shit lah.
after that had lunch, standard fare chicken rice & tea lor what else...
went to the gym to work out... of cos not inclusive of my standard 4km run.. =) no one wants to have stiches.
keeping fit? oh yea.
damn the fucking PCs... i just find computers very very very very extremely extremely annoying till the shit core.
why must i always the shit arse faced idiot that faces all the crazy problems that occurs.
SYSTEM32 error!? what the hell this problem has never occur in my 15 years of using a GOD damn computer.
nvm that. i spent hours over hours trying to figure out what actually went WRONG!
but still i cant!
fuck it lah... i just wanna throw that CPU down the block & never to be seen again. NO POINT!
fine... i control my emotions..dun wanna be a fuck up emo bastard anymore.
whats in for Friday?
shit life i suppose... NO swimming again... damn lah...
still need to settle some crap work.... plus i have to work...
which is all just fine...
hmmm... now then i rmb.. some ppl have bf or so... congrats... lucky mi... some how from wad Wan told mi about Sakura seems bad these days... lol
i had been a bad boy back then.. but ya who gives a damn a part time job.. =)
Friday, February 16, 2007
screwed @
6:35 PM
hmmm... what happened the past 2 days?
oh well, i was issued a damn debarrment form most likely i would have to write something in it soon. who knows.
had my many practical tests done..... bit exactly a worry to me as well... thats how it is bah.
cny here soon. as usual i dun have much mood to celebrate cny anyway...
maybe visiting some ppl at their houses next week's tuesday. the other days i would screwed working at Power House...
but since its a club i am not too worried about it as well. hope nothing goes bad as well... thats what i hope lah...
now i am thinking which poly to go to and what course should i take.
i am given only 3 poly... SP,RP & TP but den for RP and SP the available courses are very limited....
SP i only have got ICT, and Computer Engineering but with my mathematics being so weak i'm afraid i would struggle... really i will... no joke on that.
hmmm.... this is a year of many things ahead of me... many new things gonna come my way but i am hoping none are bad ones...
i hope....
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
screwed @
6:00 PM
sianz... basically spending my week doing alot alot of shit work till now
i haven yet paid the shit bill i owed big time.
okay work? bullshit time... all those pathetic sort of craps.
later in the week my life is even more dumb and assed up ... no joke alright.
Monday mi finished work.. gone to school to take my darn M8 test. i guess the paper was really tough i havent got a good grade if i had done so.
tuesday? crap... crap...
wed? worst... no comments... just gonna shit my week away.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
screwed @
3:41 PM
okay, waking up @ 7am. i drag and drag dunno what the hell i am doing as well..
i got out of my house @ 7.40am or so.
took the train over to school, i am having my NAPAFA test... its @ 8am but den i was late.
reached school @ 8.17am, juz noticed on my mobile that there are 3 or 4 missed calls which are all from Ray..
i went to search for Mr Lam before calling her.. she was in a toilet somewhere but i dunno where was it lor.
sad.
nvm nvm...
after a couple minutes of warm up,we started our 2.4km run... hehe i tell ppl they will freaked out de lor.... my timing is 9 MINUTES & 07 SECONDS. wooohoooo
but den my other stations dropped some points lor....
my sit ups.. okay 4 points.
my sit & reach is only 36cm bloody hell am i not that fucking flexible enuff?
my standing board jump. 222CM darn another crap result.
my pull ups even worst.. the previous year i could do 9 pulls now i can only do 5... i am not gonna blame anything cos i know i need to do something about it soon...
haiz...
for the whole day.. i covered a total of 12.4KM running... crazy distance but yeah i did it wad.. duh
but i was totally spent i suppose.
but i managed to drag myself back home lor... yet i have a bad feeling that i will not be able to wake on time de. sian
End of hmmmm... my tuesday.
screwed @
3:36 PM
hmmm.... so many days nv blog le i am at the macdonalds at Jurong Point.. sad to inform all ma frens that my internet connection had been cut off cos I NEVER PAY 3 MONTHS de bills le... haiz.... sad
alright Monday... nothing much happened...
after work i went hfor breakfast with my colleagues & went off @ 6.40am...
supposed to meet someone @ 7am but den he crap lah at that time still at home lor...
nvm nvm... since i will oso be late so cant blame.
got home, packed my stuffs & gotten ready to leave home.
after meeting that someone, i went on to school.
Mr teo has not started the class when i was there... he was waiting for the rest to turn up bah... haiz...
den den... during lunch i went to the gym with Eric... craps lor... haven sleep wanna exercise but den its sort of a addiction to mi now.. haha.. a world class sports man in da making? shit mi!...
okay after school, i knew that my body couldnt take it any longer so i went off & got home by 7pm... slept till the next day ... i woke up @ 7am... thats another day for mi lor... lol... oh really..
End of after work... on Monday..
Sunday, February 04, 2007
screwed @
3:35 PM
damn coughs....
what i did on saturday?
sleep,eat & sleep again..
work den go for breakfast & den go home and sleep again...
my throat inflammation is pretty bad.... need to see a doctor really soon. sian lor i already 1 week plus never go swimming le. i dun feel alright without swimming. Guess from next week onwards i will go swim.
=)
think now i go and sleep again le bah... lol...
Saturday, February 03, 2007
screwed @
7:20 AM
okay. its already saturday.
i juz got home from work....
Friday
whats with all the shit?
okay i was up @ 7am or so.
gotten ready and such before going out, reached school @ 9.30 when they were already having their break. so i went over and joined them.
after sch i went to the gym with Eric.
nothing much as well... i went off @ 1.30 to go home & get ready for work.
supposed to be @ work by 5pm but i slept till 8pm when i woke up, i was freaking out cos i thought i was late. damn....
freshen up & got out of the house. i reached Habourfront soon.. i missed the train & waited for the next one for almost 10mins... grrr...
work was hell.. welcome to hell.
nothing much oso after work had food before changing & getting ready to get my arse home...
sleepy like crap.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
screwed @
9:03 PM
alright tats how my wednesday went about. i was late for class as usual.
after class i went straight home to rest till i start work @ 10pm..
its ladies nite.
well the nite is quite rubbish to mi lor... maybe cos of the music that was played.end up the ppl there oso not very much the ones i liked.
after work. still debrief which was really really long.. till 6plus then we are done.
no choice i was rushing i took a cab home. darn sian waste money sia... 10 bucks lor. but den since i have got exams i cannot afford to be too late for it.
the test was a real test of patience i gotten so annoyed with a particular part that i gave up at the end.
after that.. we had class photo taking session... hmmm... wait till when i get it then i will post it online.
we are having 3 hours of lunch break lor. i had my rice really fast and slept in the canteen... too tired le bah. haiz.
the practical class.. really dunno what i am doing as well. i slept till 3pm before waking up feeling really thirsty... went to canteen to get a bottle of mineral water before going back to class to stone.
after that i went home to change before taking bus 154 to King's Albert Shopping Centre. Met Joseph & his fren for dinner @ Mac. i had 2 cheeseburgers & a large fries.
dunno why so lame de lor go mac for the slow internet access & look @ friendster.. blah blah... quite lame.
ard 9.30pm went off le... i took 154 back this time the ride really darn long.
