sheer stupidity
wasting money on stuff that u burn
gals that u never get
viewing porn; u actually waste ur own shit
drinking; as much as u love; screw ur liver
a whole life trying to do good yet u know that u are going to burn in hell.
love? its one of the lamest shit i ever heard of, waste of time trying to understand it
never doubt your sexuality unless you wanna end up having a unbalanced hormones system
techno never sounded nice
doing probability sums; are u ever gonna strike the lottery?
buying a brand new stuff only to learn that its a hand down from dad
wearing spandex other than swimming
swear that u will do it but its just all talk
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
screwed @
11:25 PM
hmm... good lor November is ending... Dec is here & have fun lor...
as if i will.
wasn't late for school.. i was earlier than choo, went over to see Lam about the IVP.. think i will go for the training next week.
the whole december i will train train and oso work lor.
thats how it is bah...
training will be very lonely bah... think i can still manage that.
class ended early.. i went off straight home to do some of the assignments which are due very soon...
met Rahman to help mi pass the donation card back to TanKS tml..
sianz...
End of day 7 - Last day of November...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
screwed @
5:27 PM
not much of disappointment on my swim meet... cos i know wad to expect in da first place... now i have the urge to call Lam & ask him more about the IVP selections... whether it is over or not... hehe...
train everyday lor... maybe by den should be quite decent le.... hehe..
tis morning not exactly late for class cos i was there by 9am... TanKS haven start the class yet..
so finally i am not late for his class for once... but oso never study much de....
before 12pm i went out to play a match of soccer with my frens... funny lor my ball sense looked a bit rusty but of cos the instinct is still very much there... i created many openings but oso very guilty of losing the ball at unnecessary times...
after school went straight home le... reached at around 5pm... now blogging den go do my many many undone assignments... tml oso the same thing... rush rush school work nia... got alot of deadlines to meet lor...
hmmm... hope u are fine these da days... but seems like u are indeed fine.. so why i asked stupid questions?
End of day 6... more less better le bah...
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
screwed @
8:42 PM
now they are talking about the IVP... lol
if i train daily thruout my school holidays... maybe i will make it thru... if not i can just go eat grass....
see how lah... this Friday de training session i confirm cannot go cos i need to work...
too bad lor...
the gals from Bishan oso siao siao de... all super strong in swimming.....
later on we took many group photos... which i was reluctant cos so bo liao lor....
i oso nv contribute much... Lam even scolded me... saying that why that time he ask for ppl go for IVP.. no one e.g. me.. can laugh at him and say he crazy... lolx.. sorry lah teacher...
now i muz put my focus back into my studies... tml after school maybe go swim den go home do assignments....
as for the IVP selections... think i will give it a shot since its my last sem in ite liao & it kinda keeps my mind off many things...
but to swim in simei... lolx
hard to say bah...
End of day 5... continued...
screwed @
8:17 PM
been a long day...
woke up at 7am... slack slack around till 9am before going to school...
packed some crap in my bag... like nothing oso
got to school... wanna pass Wan the books to renew the loan...
kena Chan scold... nb ppl stay in PR all wanna get wack by mi huh? lol
lucky TanKS ard... he explained that i am on approved leave today...
so no need attend his class...
yeah yeah....
aiyo.. i oso bo chup so much de...
had a simple lunch of egg... rice... fries and slaw...
went over to Simei ITE to meet my schoolmates whom are oso in the meet...
this guy & his gf so cute lor.... the gf so motherly.. he come up from the water nia... come come use towel dry ur hair... wear the t-shirt cos here very windy... i was laughing at him thruout.. kinda remind mi of her...
now the main event.....
hahaha.... i screwed my 200m breast stroke by not doing enuff warm-up.. ended up with a nasty pull & the mid of my second lap...
from diving to end of lap 1 i was leading... but everything erroded... till i was last...
i gave up cos i dun wanna kill myself half way...
the 50m event was fine... till the 40m mark or so... same thing my muscle just said give up.. & i literally slowed from 4th till 8th... sad... heng i nv finish last....
i switched the 100m breast stroke event with someone.. he worst still... think he too nervous bah...
honestly the difference is really there bah... i only trained for like 5 days... while ppl are doing it for a long time.. worst when i am nursing my cough...
oh ya oh ya... bumped on to Ai Ling... she kept on talking about my Nike watch... how of it being so nice in orange color... matching on my College de Orange Tee...
of cos lah.. someone told mi its nice to match my skin color de... or mabe its one of her supposed fav colors?
something i nv had the chance to clarify since there aint anything between the 2 of us anymore....
so hope my guess is correct lor..
lol
End of day 5... Swim meet & met lots of funny ppl & found my old classmate...
Monday, November 27, 2006
screwed @
6:29 PM
was in school at 9.20am... aiyah i just dun like her class thats all... naggy and then i asked questions related to our theory oso not exactly answered. Ah no point lah... nowadays ppl just can't answer things well enough...
Mr Lam came over to look for me to intro me to my "rival" dunno who lai de... competition strong liao... he going for 50m & 100m Breaststroke... grrrh... i oso have 200m lor... as if i can last that long...
Lam even talked about having a 4x50m relay team... with mi & him in it again... suddenly like alot of events... damn...
today has been raining cats & dogs... how to go do laps... i oso forget to buy swim cap lor... lolx... later hair messy messy inside the pool... just learn that the pool @ simei is standard dept thruout which is 2metres deep! wooohooo... tired liao oso no where to stand ah... i only 1.8m only lor.
later muz eat alot of high carbohydrates food liao... if not not enuff glucose in my body... later cannot release enuff energy... i dun have much confidence oso lor...
see ppl got training every weekend.. i oso like wah... like this i very risky liao...
now oso cannot go to the pool... raining like crap lor... water confirm very very cold de.... haiz...
tml morning i got approved leave from 10am onwards meaning i will still need to go for mornin de html class at 8am lor... like i will go...
now i taking a nap.. no point lah... go out oso rain... might as well stay at home & rest...
gtg... take care to all peeps...
duh...
End of day 4 of healing... so & so
Sunday, November 26, 2006
screwed @
5:40 PM
woke up at 6am.. very hungry ate alot before going back to sleep till 9am...
up again.. freshen up slightly had an early lunch cos later wont be having lunch at all.
went off to Jurong East Swimming Complex... did 50 laps... my leg muscles are crying in pain now..
finished everything by 3 hours.. had a bath & went home le...
it is not raining now... maybe later going to swim again... i dunno yet...
got home.. eat again as expected after burning so much of energy within the 3 hours...
had a nap... bro going out to work some more can ask mi... how was the tan..
lolx already peeling skin like shit liao..
mum came home and started her nagging all over again... dunno why ppl do wrong things i need to answer for it de...
who cares... i juz plug my ears and sleep... let her say what she wants to...
honestly now... if got someone to motivate mi in my training i wont feel so useless & i think i can reach even higher heights but thats reality.. she's gone... the chances of ever seeing her again is remote... of cos will she ever realize that? wont bah..... she should be quite blessed in a sense...
some more now holiday season... who knows.. someone will just be there for her...
ok i go nap again le...
tml still got morning class... very lazy de lor... but i still muz drag myself out of bed no matter what...
hope u are always smiling... take care..
End of day 3 of healing... recovery in progress..
Saturday, November 25, 2006
screwed @
5:19 PM
hurt most was words someone said... ppl nv care about wad i think at all... i like very relac doesn't mean i wont be angry. or annoyed. The understanding i had for ppl is always there... but ppl dun see it, doesnt matters oso but ever tat person try to understand mi? NO!... of cos i am damn easy to guess... if that person can do it so well... think my mum must have failed MISERABLY... cos all these years she nv once understood wad i am doing....
its only another 4 months i will be out of the school i hated & looked down on years ago... until today i think my thoughts will still very much remain the same... its not the school tats lousy... its the ppl in it...
i happened to be one as well....
End of day 2 of healing.... part II...
screwed @
5:01 PM
hmmm.... nv go gym cos that fucker sleep late.
i went off on my own, was supposed to go Jurong East Sports complex... but decided against it & went over to Yishun Swimming Complex... far leh.. but the pool there got lesser ppl oso.
my breakfast very very healthy... ham & bread... with tomato & lettuce.. i eat alot but took me an hour to digest all of it. Haven smoked a single stick of cigarettes since last nite.
hate my phlegm in my throat.. whenever i do more than 4 laps i will need to blow my nose or clear my throat... annoying kinda breaks my momentum...
i cleared 35 laps today but in between stopped a few times oso... the sun very strong lor... now i have sunburn on my whole shoulder & nose bridge area.
had a fillet & 1 bottle of H20 before taking the train home... now its raining... think need to cancel my night swimming practice cos its gonna be very very cold.. lol...
most likely dropping by the gym & do my 10km run... hope my legs dun break... =)
i already got cramps on and off when i was doing laps... but seriously i need to improve on my stamina... my strength part is more or less balanced... i oso discovered a few techniques i can use to reduce time wasting.
before that.. now i go eat my lunch & nap...
i kinda missed work... but aiyah dun care lah... that place making mi very unhappy these days...
now i tempting to go for commercial pilot course when i come out from NS.. hehe... its gonna cost alot of money but i would love to be paid to fly A380 =)
dun ask mi why there is a change in me now... i dunno i had been hit hurt by alot of things... bgr issues.. family... studies... most of all $$$. my trust for ppl was misplaced. still money can be earned back in a short while...
End of day 2 of healing..... sunburnt, left shoulder hurting really bad.
Friday, November 24, 2006
screwed @
11:55 PM
late for class slightly.. kena ppl say "i have a very bad impression of u... u are always late"
like i care so much about it at all.
i juz like the weather these days... always raining so often, sian... who to blame its the end of the year... monsoon season.
after class, i waited for the rain to stop before going home... called titan and asked him whether i was supposed to work or not.
to my surprise.. they didn't changed my roster for Friday at all... ah nvm used to it le... i talk as if ppl will listen to mi at all.
got 2 new colleagues... both gals.. they say chio i like huh? den i kena suan liao... ya lah someone else in ur heart no point asking for u comments de... WEI! i am not okies... aiyah deny deny everything lor...
hmmm... today kevin asked mi.. why i still dun wanna go Kino work... alamak not i dun want is i always forget to call... sorry lah...
dun worry i muz oso get out of da place asap.
ppl coming back lor... cannot expect mi to stay...
my heart will bleed like hell....
lolx!
today nv train... only eat & smoke... damn tommorrow go gym i will suffer the effects liao... after gym still muz do laps...
sunday most likely the same thing as well... lol
End of friday.... day 1 of healing...
Thursday, November 23, 2006
screwed @
10:57 PM
hmmm... morning late as usual...
wore slippers to school... kena scold lor.. but no choice wad i going to swim later.. cannot wear dunk.. very expensive thing leh.
class was ok okay... got higher nitec talk which i am not interested in....
went off at 2pm & straight to Yishun Swimming Complex for lap.. song... 25 laps.. my whole shoulder strain like crap...
looks like i need to improve on stamina... next tuesday de swim meet... CC muz beat CE i dun care... no matter wad... =)
went to Sakura... kena Wilson scold... haiz.. too bad lah... honestly i oso alot of problems de kid. I am exteremely sorry cos i cannot work this weekend. Guys gomeinasai... =(
took the train home... i hate the Service 98... as usual slow & unpredictable freq. nvm i took 154 & walked home.
got home relaxed a bit... talked to mum about bro & his PSP....
went online chatted with Denise...
found something that shocked mi....
couldn't contain my disappointment...
went out for dinner... had soup... fish & lots of veggie... hehe.....
got home at 10.30pm...
now blogging... & listening to Lee Sheng Jie's album....
sleeping soon... need to wake at 6am lor
*to disappointment*
no one is ever right....
A can have a reason, so does B...
time will prove everything... no amount of words will change anything now....
will understand one day....
might be too late...
but of cos there's always hope even in the glimpse of the horizon....
*to concentration*
4 days to go....
time to keep my timin even lower...
stamina work...
sleep enuff...
no stress...
no worries...
no anger...
focus...
motivation i have no lacking...
I CAN DO IT WITHOUT CRYING! ONLY BLOOD & SWEAT accompany me thru my regime....
of cos my trusted mp3 player... =D
End of super shag...
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
screwed @
9:21 PM
hmmm.... i slept for 10hours? should be from the last post... 8pm makes sense as well..
woke up at 6am went to pee & smoked.
drifting in & out of sleep -_-
end up being late for class... or rather was i even late?
like he cares... took ma test as the last candidate... the test a breeze but writing on a blank paper without lines makes my eyes very very tired. think my grades shld make it to the top 5% bah... hope so.
lunch oso nothing much... just slacking around cos i had my early lunch at northpoint =)
class ended supposed to stay for further lessons but decided i need to check on certain things... which urgently needed attention..
got home.. had lunch & dinner. talked to mum for awhile & on my lappy.. chatted with ppl learnt some shocking news oso...
tats for mi to knw & for ppl to find out... dun play with fire.
went to Jurong East Sports Complex... with intention to do laps but annoying lah... got ppl doing water aerobics... got kids learning swimming and best of all not used to the water temp. or rather too long nv swim end up... having CRAMPS!
got home by 8.30.. now blogging and yanking on msn.. going to sleep very soon... sianz oso staying awake.
ppl will enjoy fresh memories... mine are all stale ones.. =S
End of cold...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
screwed @
6:30 PM
awaken by unknown things.. had a dream i am not gonna write it all out but it looked bad to me.
was late for web design class, CM making noise about our attendence and such...
telling us to sign a agreement.. to effectively absolving them all responsibilities on our grades.. i am not going to do that cos i cannot assure anyone i am decent enuff to be held on ma words.
project prep was ok ok the class noting much oso... we were allowed to leave by 3.30pm..
made my way to northpoint, sat down at mac with Eric, Faisal & Kevin.... bluring my way around half the time during the conversation. i can drift into another dimension and when they asked mi questions i juz freeze & dunno wad they are talking about... sad
took a bus home... had wanted to join them for a movie... but come on.. its far & its a horror flick... makes mi wanna watch it... FUCK
got home by 6pm.. on msn now.. going to sleep very soon... sleepy...
End of sleepy sheepish day
Monday, November 20, 2006
screwed @
8:07 PM
shocking truth! i managed to be in school by 8.45am...
so i wasn't late for once.
today nv play netball, had table tennis & floorball. All my shots super accurate.. =)
should have joined the interclass games... haiz.. nvm
i oso very busy no time to spare as well.
practical very long, slept for an hour before waking up to continue the job...
ard 5pm it started raining heavily...
stayed in the canteen to wait for the rain to stop, took Andrew's car back to interchange...
had a meal at mac with Eric & Faisal... 2 of them laughing at Marvel Vs Capcom 2... good lor... i not much mood to laugh oso.
took 171 then 187 then 98 to reach home.. in there been thinking about the last msg i have received...
nothing much le... i going to sleep now.. very sleepy & tired...
End of wad is left?
Sunday, November 19, 2006
screwed @
11:45 PM
nothing much... slept at 3am, my mind has alot of things.
woke up at 10amm, almost late for work.took a cab at bedok, stucked in a jam for sometime still managed to reached work in time..
lunch very simple, rice with meat & vegetables.
cleared the catering mess in 30mins flat...
stared blankly into space.
my flu getting better le.. but cough is worsening...
maybe need to see the doctor very soon... who knows...
i find myself very dead... literally dead... i dunno but i am.....
time to sleep... later need to wake up early..
haix...
End of sunday....
Saturday, November 18, 2006
screwed @
8:37 PM
okies... i woke up early this morning... but i juz cant eat any breakfast down cos my inflammed throat is so bad that i even had difficulties drinking milk. haiz..
went to work... was slightly early... did opening..
den wilson talked to mi.. saying how stubborn the 3 of us is... wtf? does it matters now...
problems juz kept on coming to mi... even when i myself steering a big distance from all unwanted problems liao lor...
who wants to go to that catering? i didnt volunteer at all.... i was asked to take over ppl & i suay suay at the wrong time arrived there & i got dragged into the whole problem.
ah nvm.... i had passed my expiry date liao... my attention span is very limited now...
juz when i got scolded, a sms came... den made mi even ever more pissed... oh well nvm. ppl wanna return return lah.. i wanna prevent & anticipated an very awkward situation but some ppl juz dun understand... doesnt matters anyway. now nothing matters anymore. no more... maybe its my personality to do things and not tell the reasons... i dun care oso...
got my jacket... and dumped it in my locker... no space in ma bag for it le...
went to Ngee ANn city to buy sketch book & pencils..
took 106 back to BB to transfer to the MRT & got home by 8pm.
after blogging take my medication & go sleep le.... very tired & hurt... tml wake up & freshen up to get ready for life goes on.
End of flu getting worst...
Friday, November 17, 2006
screwed @
11:22 PM
okies... thks to her i managed to wake up at 7.30am.. hehe... wasnt exactly very late for class i reached by 9am..
did practical till 12pm before going off to Northpoint Mac to have lunch with Hidayah & Kevin...
went off at 2pm or so... taking train home..
my throat & nose really in bad condition lor...
work was okok... wilson not ard so kinda slack but end up Titan gt pissed with mi! wahaha...
closing oso very slack...
sianz later muz go buy new shoes & need to take out my last last ear stud.. ar bo someone will kbkp.. annoying lor.
time to take medicine & be good boi sleep liao...
juz now who miss call mi leh... beats mi oso....
End of friday
Thursday, November 16, 2006
screwed @
2:29 PM
woke up went to school reached class at 10am... my face not very good, my mood very lousy cos of last nite's work....
nothing much happened... i told Mr tan i will take my test next week... now i am not in good condition to take the test oso...
hope no one in class catches my fault virus. hope so...
went home by 1pm after collecting my laptop from wan's place... that fucker oso quite tired & sick... dunno him lah..
took the train home... slept in there thruout the journey... nothing much oso... went to Jurong East INterchange's PAsar Malam buy Ngage casing... my bro screwed the phone & passed it back to mi.. how fun.
took 98 home... no music couldn't sleep oso... saw my primary school de new uniform & the premises can say very good le.... nb at least now they have a soccer field... brings back memories that the old campus... got one small field... they dug a pond in da middle to prevent us from playing soccer...! hehe! clever lor.
reached home but mum & didi not around.. now i am alone in da flat doing nothing then this blog... juz took 2 flu pills... my eyes are very heavy now... gonna sleep soon.... hmmm... got Li Sheng Jie's album to keep mi company... omg.. so pathetic leh... nvm i will get well soon & kick ass very soon.! gtg sleepz.zz.z..
End of flu ah..... sinus eeeffects
screwed @
1:10 AM
oh well my flu is getting very serious liao... haiz very bad lor...
didnt attend morning class was only around afternoon class... but my nose making the whole lesson darn boring.
finished school le... i still need to work... okies 4pm Wilson called mi asking what time i cant reach tampines, told him that i will only be reaching at 4.30pm is impossible so i took a cab over to claim petty cash..
i did go to the catering shit but was sent back by the idiot there... yaya juz cos i am not wearing black shoes.. damn him lah what made mi very very annoyed was when i asked him how i go back... he gave mi a answer tat no one wants to hear... "go figure it out urself". It is indeed a miracle tat i controlled my emotions very well. I can see tat Andy & Yvvonne are very unhappy of the antics from them loh.
pissed & angry i went to the main road to take a cab off.. the cabbie was a learned man.. i mean literally one.. talked about some of the life incidents & bad bad passengers....
he oso told mi abt some very interesting facts about my chinese sign... cool & many are quite true oso.. i am hot tempered & gets jealous easily.. ya i admit some but not all lor.
he told mi alot more things which i dun think i wanna type them all out.. including my love life.. oh well it is in tatters...
but i do agree that year 2004 was a year i was very blessed.... i had her, had many things in life which are going very smoothly...
okies... i felt better after taking his cab... gotten back to SAFRA pretty soon.. got my cab fare all fully remibursed... which is good if not i am not gonna work anymore.
after work we took a cab home... Mushroom was complaining about the idiots at the catering side.. i listened & discovered many things as well....
i am still missing her but i dun think i shld do anything about it le...
time to sleep... good nitez to all my frens & those being bullied.. take it easy tml will be a better day.
End of wad a day...
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
screwed @
12:44 AM
wah tis morning not very late for class 9 plus reached le... did html work for 4 hours then go off le.
went to sakura with the intention to write my roster & go home le cos having flu but ended up working..
3pm i started doing fixed asset... counting plates, all the spoons etc. etc. till almost 5pm with Jack... started wrapping fake xmas presents... doing tis and that until dunno wad time...
tonite quite okok nothing much oso saw some interesting ppl... first customers asked mi to take pic for them. well ok.... think later this group of gals saw mi doing that & asked mi to take oso... tis evil some more can laugh laugh at the top.. idiot..
N70 really crappy when it comes to taking pictures de.. lolx sorry no offence ah... =)
used my 2.0 MP phone got better effects... they are oso quite cute so dun mind taking pics for them but dunno why we kept on laughing at one another lor... end up with very funny looking pictures as well. -_-
think she wanted to exchange numbers with mi but think my bluetooth device name changed her mind... i oso rmb that when i finished sending it...sad.
reached home at 12.30am... blogging now.. sleeping very soon... later need to be up at 6am... no one to call mi or pei mi talk on da phone... haiz...
End of fake presents...
Monday, November 13, 2006
screwed @
10:31 PM
hmmm.... after sch i went to Far East PLaza alone lor... Eric pangseh mi... diaos. nvm
went to Funz Square to ask Gary bout the game Mat passed to mi to sell, bad bad news Xbox 360 games darn hard to sell de lor.
nvm i went to Level 1 to cut my hair at da salon.. got lines got spike
abit beng lor... hehe... but nvm lah at least a change for once always that same style oso very boring de...
took a train back home, i saw tis gal think she juz finished class carryin a lot of files. i wanted to offer my seat de but i paiseh! -_- sorries mdm...
went to JP, brought KFC for mum & didi den went to pharmacy to buy nicotine packs prevent cold turkey... good luck! and oso gotten facial wash but forgot to buy my mask! damn damn forget lor nvm tml buy bah since i will be free from 12pm le... hope wilson allow mi to work if not very boring at home de...
End of cut hair le...! new style siah!
screwed @
10:22 PM
okies finally i am early actually muz thank mummy & didi trying very very hard to wake mi.. thanks thanks... brought KFC for them liaos.. hehe
hmmm.... reached class by 9.15am tis judy ah damn annoying de lor... dun care lah... only 4 mths to go... jiayou weiming!
Sports & Wellness a big big joke lor... play netball -_-!
hold da ball for more than 5 secs its a foul. oic.... i played GS & GK just cos i am tall but rmb? my shooting is class F leh! missed many many many uncountable shoots lor... haiz... sorry team =(
but being a GK damn fun... i really made the GA & GS looked idiot cos i kept on shadowing their moves & made sure i really keep ma eyes on da ball....
i even performed heroics by diving to caught da ball ala soccer? hehe.... had a cut on my left knee cap though...
sorry rahman! i smashed the ball right into his face! -_-
supposed to go lunch at wan's place but the weather not so good so nv go... slacked in canteen with Eric... lol
sorry to his mum lor, she always cook nice nice food i nv go eat de... paiseh ah matcik..
later in class i managed to cheong 2 jobsheets... actually can do more de lor but the 3 teachers all so busy no time to come check my work end up i cannot procced further but good bah still can do 2 jobs... only left with job 5 now.... hehe
End of monday...
screwed @
2:19 AM
later i had 2 rounds of Pool with Jack... lost one won one... all by last ball.. hmmm his standard still not very high yet cos i played with Andy b4 he darn good.. muz play with him more often le.. but i hate the dim lights in jbox lor! so dark makes my eyes very tired fast.
went to downtown east with Jack to collect cakes... tis cabbie darn crappy like hell kept on rushing us thru the journey... freak lor.
went back to safra by 6.10pm alamak forget to claim my $2 frm wilson... lolx
finished work later, had a bath den went back for supper b4 going off with Wan.. again we took a cab back to the interchange. brought some drinks & smoked with him... talking bout some of his problems & maybe mine? i dun rmb le...
took the last train home.. thought of calling her... but in the end nv... went online... saw her rmb tat YuKi asked mi to send her regards.. okies.
den tis idiot can ask mi to read ppl's blog.. oh well wad lah... i got no right to interfere... duh. so dun tell mi anything lah.. -_-
End of sunday later half.... lol
screwed @
2:17 AM
duh... reached home late the nite b4 slept for like 4 hours woke up & went to work...
almost late took a cab at Bedok costing mi 4 bucks..
oh ya breakfast so simple de, drink Soya Bean Milk -_-!
gave a glass to someone as well...
damn i really bo liao lor... my left arm's muscles are bigger than my right one.. all cos of carrying ice cubes & buying lunch for ppl.. some more kena wilson say he very scared of mi buying food cos by the time i come back, he will need an ambulance. lolx
this lady customer very interesting de... kept on speaking canto to mi although i could understand but i cant speak it. =)
became a beer boi the whole afternoon lors...
went to interchange with mushroom taking cab cos i am lazy to wait for the bus.. each of us only pay $1.50 can lah better than squeezing on da bus...
wilson always give mi mission impossible de... i rmb the foodcourt at the interchange doesnt have an western food stall cos i had been there with Stef a few times.. twice after her netball & once after work b4 going to Orchard.. sweet memories huh? hmmm...
cant find the stall, i went over to 505 nearby... found a stall but it doesnt sell any thing like Spring chicken... called wilson & got him a Chicken Chop spahgetti ??? ah well nvm..
End of Sunday morning....
Sunday, November 12, 2006
screwed @
3:24 AM
well i juz hate life as it is...
today i worked late at 12pm, Wilson called me to buy ice at 7-11.... 4 packets very heavy lor..20kg lifting up is nothing but i carried them & walked around searching for a cab. which is very tiring.
lunch wasn't packed so can slack a bit lor...
later during our break, i helped them to buy lunch so many things to buy de.. going to TM & CS wasted 1 hour in total.... the worst is buying LJS which made me waited for 20mins for the order..
brought a pack of ciggies for Andy & went back... i didn't take the cab cos the queue is so long lor... instead i took 67 back... with hands full of food.
i had ppl calling me so many times.. how i wish my darn phone was in silent mode. at least i wont have tat annoying ringtone(cuppy cake song) -_-
dinner was quite packed... i worked very very hard... literally sweat my way thru the nite.
btw i juz kinda hate my lecturer now yet i cannot do anything about it. oh well who cares. ok.
finished work le.. some idiot said going to stay out so i tot so & joined but later on decided to go home.. cab fare at $30.00 okies.. i oso lost money in the jackpot machine.. $25.00 only win one time nia.. waste money!
i juz got home & now typing my blog... my inbox lack of a sms from someone.. 2 days le nv call... nv hear voices oso..
getting on with life is all tat matters... oh ya need to sleep le... later working at 11am... still need to go back home rush the assignment to hand it up on monday.... last chance le....
End of i got bastarded. & i am very very shag.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
screwed @
1:01 AM
hmmm....
i saw the Lebron L23 Nike Hammer watch.. costs $279.00
maybe getting SE M600i
new bag.
new Nike SBs... hmmm...
now i looking for Astro Boy toy lor... wah so rare de very hard to find.. maybe need to go MS to find le bah...
juz nw after work while showering jack told mi some of his problems... pitiful guy...
End of ??? poor Jack
screwed @
12:58 AM
aArgghhh... i do my assignment until 4am.. went to sleep supposed to wake up at 6am but didn't.
i reached school with the intention to talk to Judy but she only talked crap with mi. oh well i wasted my time there.
my attendence wasnt mark as well.. my percentage dropped to 89.3% means i cannot miss anymore classes to maintain that figure.
Dino,Eric,Faisal & me went to the petrol station, i brought a big big tub of strawberry ice cream & a pack of Ruffles... before going to Wan's place as he is going out later.....
i only managed to finish half of the ice cream, Wan kept the rest in his fridge... later can use as supper?! =)
i finished the chips before making our way to the interchange.. weather looked threatening..
Wan's going to meet Zali & Amysar to jalan raya, oh great i forget to tell them tat i am going lor when they asked mi to join them. SOrries peeps.
all of us went different ways later on... Eric is going to Simei or rather CHangi Hospital to meet someone... Dino going home which is in AMK, Faisal went for his prayers at the nearby mosque, Wan going to Braddell to meet them lor... mi? wad i do?
i had the intention to go over to Bugis Seiyu to buy the Nike Bag i saw 2 days ago but in the end i went to Orchard... i went to Far East first walked from level 1 up to level 2 went to Leftfoot... quite amusing they dun have much dunks in the shop only mainly Nike Air Force... grrh... oso saw alot of BAPE shoes wah... damn ex lor one canvas shoe cost $289! dunno can buy how many COnverse & Pony lor... siao!
next i went to 77th Street to look look nia but in the end i brought a Billabong Wallet... white color de, snake skin style plus metal plated Billabong wordings cool lor... but the compartments very small had some difficulties squeezing in my 4 Debit cards... -_-! ppl will think i very rich but its all debit cards!!! phew~=)
End of Friday
Thursday, November 09, 2006
screwed @
11:25 PM
well.. good & bad...
bad ones.
early morning wake up late cos i got no one to help me... nvm still can manage.
kena scold & threatened by CA if my attendence not good enuff, dun give mi GPA 4, which dun make sense oso cos i can nv hit overall GPA 4.0 cos i have a 3.75 on Sem2
too tired forget to pass up practical job 4 ran back to class again from main gate.
raining too heavily ended up stuck in school for 1 hour & took 806 for a big ride around Yishun.
good ones..
she did go dinner with mi lor.. ar bo i will kill Jie Lun & his mobilization unit but they are commandos! grrrh...
tml is Friday... so can work can sleep late, but assignments alot.
pay coming out... -_-!
clearing debts very soon... =)
muz rmb do facial liaos... my skin getting very oily & pimpley... vainpot! =D
*if u reading tis*
sorries if i had offended u with my actions,
i knw sorry are worthless but its deep down from mi,
good luck on ur final phase of attachment,
do take good care,
sleep enuff,
watch out for flu,
as for the jacket keep it first & deeply regret tat it takes up ur space in ur cupboard.
Nicholas...
End of my thursday
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
screwed @
8:11 AM
arrrgghh... i supposed to wake up ar 2am to do my work... oh shit i woke up but i went back to sleep again. My bro tried waking me at 3.30am again but still i just can't wake up... haiz.. finally i woke up at 7.30am cos of a nightmare. ya long time since i last had nightmares... now i am stoning not knowing what i am supposed to do with the assignment & i am gonna be late for class..
i have just seen her blog, my guess was right when i called her yesterday evening.. she was on the bus with that someone. She made a good answer, why must i tell you nor i must report to you meh? i am just showing concern. damn her lor... oh well nvm.
now i am still considering whether i should join Wan & Kenneth for dinner at Sakura..
lets decide that while in school bah...
okies... fine i am in school by 10am which is just nice that everyone is going for their breaks. I just hate tat i have to carry my laptop & file around.. ah nvm...
the later part of class is so boring lor... nothing to do de..
lunch is about 8 persons squeezing onto a table tats meant for 4! -_-! so i decided not to eat & just read newspapers lor... keke went back for theory sitting there like idiot... sad. after school i decided to drop by the library somewhere to search for the reference book on VoIP.. end up going to Tampines cos Wan wanted to talk to Wilson but too bad when we arrived he has already gone for meeting. We wrote our respective rosters & talked to Andy before leaving...
went to Tampines Regional Library to search for the book... spent an hour or so to find just to find 2 books... both on Cisco Internet Protocol Telephony... craps Wan took one thats a Certification training notes. =)
we went over to TM's mac & sat down with our drinks doing the assignment on my laptop, i called Hui Ping... she just finished her Jap Drumming was leaving the place... later on Wan noticed a gal tat's familiar.. its Veronica.. lolx i was laughing at him throughout the whole scene... spoke for a couple of minutes. She's waiting for her mum & bro to go home together... so lovely to have family members around u... i dun even get tat from young.. maybe tats the reason why i am such a rotten person today.
we left by 8pm, Wan took 969 home... i took the train, was back in Jurong by 9pm.. went home to freshen up & joined someone for a dinner.. simple but ya good bah...
now then i jus remember.. next week i need to make myself available for a day cos i have a date with a lady... hehe dunno why she called me out of no where. oh well since i am single now think no harm going for the date bah.. but i think i muz watch out a bit lor.. i dunno i just feel like this...
after blogging i am gonna do my assignments.. Tan said that he only accept late work tat's no later than 1 week.. i only have a couple of days to do so... haiz.. wad had i been doing these weeks? big wonders...
i need to buck up on my work before i get into deep troubles...
still i think i can manage... but i hope i can make it sometime..
oh ya Wan said something bout going to TP to register for a place there... will talk to him about it tomorrow morning...
End of Wednesday Morning
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
screwed @
9:24 PM
hmmm... well i slept till 7am... my class starts at 8am so why i reached school at 9am? beats me. I am supposed to do my assignment from 2am but apparently my alarm clock failed me.sad.
when i reached class... Mr Chan said "wow.. u made improvements this week... that's good." oh well... thank you. Later while i was smoking in da toilet, i hear some commotion outside with a voice that's familiar to me. i came out & omg! Dino is fighting with Aiysah's bf.. story behind still a mystery to me. lolx but lucky that i managed to grab tat guy before Dino punches him & i pushed Dino to a side & asked him to cool down.. but he kept on hurling vuglarities in malay...
i like superman today lor.. after cooling dino.. i managed to clear almost 6 html files... hehe cool!
afternoon class was a big big joke lor.... class by my "dad" was so boring tat i slept right in front on da table... hehe
later on we went to Wan's place to wait for him to get his stuffs before taking the train to DBG to go to Bugis as Kevin wanna buy FF12 game... later i went to Bugis Village & called Gina asking her where is she working at... saw her still tat cute as usual... sometimes i just "love" my frens... asking me to go Seiyu... omg! Hui Ping working lor.. we went to the toy section.. i was like a kid seeing those Gundam Modelling kits... but i dare not make any noise cos she's right behind me... craps..
but she told once not to go there look for her. Ya i did go there with the intention to talk to her, still i didn't talk to her.. haiz...
i saw Gillian at lvl 1 & talked to her for awhile before leaving the place...
next we went off to Orchard to take the Bus home.. i had the intention to take Bus 174 but in the end i took 190 to transfer at Bukit Panjang... since Kevin is gonna be alone.. might as well accompany him lor...
i called her once when i was in Seiyu & smsed her... but she didnt reply my sms or calls.. think she juz finished work le.
dunno whether she's gonna call mi or not... i dun think she will bah... she has someone to talk to... someone to laugh with...
End of this is my Tuesday....
Monday, November 06, 2006
screwed @
2:20 PM
i dunno why is that all my frens whom are going for their national service check up will receive there own fucking piece of medical questionaire sent to them and i have to print my own? now my printer is down and i haven't got any time to solve the problem... i asked so many shops and all they can say is that they do not provide documents printing service.. oh well fuck them! understand!
my mood was alright till just now..... spoils my day big time.
now i am stuck at home, no one to ask for help!!! i am getting very very pissed... why i didn't any one tell me that they can't use the printer until when i am supposed to leave my house! damn lor.....
i went to meet S.K for dinner at Yishun at around 5pm, he ordered Hokkien Mee without sotong?! lucky he didn't tell the uncle not to add prawns as well... that would be fried noodles only... lolx
later we took his lorry & went rounding in Yishun before dropping me off at Yishun Bus interchange... i took the bus home instead of the train as at 6pm the train will be very very packed.
i dropped off at Bukit Panjang before taking another bus home... in my mind till now i am still thinking about her... the words she said still ringing deep in my head.
haiz... wad am i supposed to do? i dunno...
End of messed up monday.
screwed @
11:06 AM
chatted with Stef & i told her i will bring a jacket over the morning... hang up at 2am & she went to sleep.... i continued doing my assignment till dawn without sleeping before leaving my place at 8.30am...
went to bugis to meet her & passing her the jacket... too bad she didn't talk much to me as well...
was on my way to work.. i cannot imagine that i can survive the whole day without sleeping.....
oh yeah Jack's working... 2 of us were in the same station from morning till night... talking & laughing at Wilson's thinning hairline... some more the Gambling king hairstyle =x
he complained to me about her... i too shared some of my own... but not much oso.
after work the 2 of us went to the shower room to bathe since we had sweating non-stop since 6pm... we stink big time...
later on we actually wanted to go sing a few songs but i decided against that since i had not slept for 32 hours at that time... it is better for mi to go home and catch some sleep.
i slept in the train from Bedok all da way to Jurong East... funny the train carriage was empty to me...
i smsed her asking is she still awake... she did reply me... then i rmb in da evening i msg her but there wasn't any reply.. oh well. too bad.
sometimes i really wondering what the hell i am doing... ppl already say le.. got nothing to say to me oso... call for wad... some more now got other form of entertainment loh...
i am just needed to move aside....
lolx... sad but true...
End of Sunday....
Saturday, November 04, 2006
screwed @
12:52 AM
Knn, opened the letter box & found the dreaded letter... i am need to attend the medical checkup @ CMPB this coming Monday... oh well... and i got my DBS Capital card.. hehe but dunno why my stupid account still couldn't be accessed... later i went to work wearing my Pony shoes & FB jeans & nike tee... was almost late as i took my own sweet time at the interchange buying my Fillet-O-Fish....
work was slow monotonous... i had fun playing with the kid hehe.. i joined the straws and made many many funny shapes and gave it to him to play. kids are so innocent why cant someone juz be like them? honest with me from the very beginning...
i had some light supper before going off to change... when i came out Wan's missing.. i expected that to happen as well cos Veron was working. =)
i went off on my own and took the train home.. later in the train i called Stef, well i am the only one talking and asking questions.. which made me really tired. I tried to make things as norm as possible but as the old saying.. when there is no hope dun try to create hope. Maybe i was naive, which i really thought so...
too bad the ending is like that.
Moving on would be the hardest thing to do but i hope i can manage that.
Signing off... Nicholas...
End of why?
Friday, November 03, 2006
screwed @
1:57 PM
i chatted with Stef for awhile but nothing much oso ...
later on i chatted with big sister on msn for awhile before falling asleep at 3.30am...
i did tell my little bro to wake me up at 6am but he told me i didnt even response to his calls... =)
as usual late for class.. today slightly early... was in school by 10am...
dropped by the canteen for a drink & did my practicals pretty fast... bumped onto Samuel & went smoking in da toilet talkin bout his probation period... its ending soon... congrats man!
on my way home i brought the papers... read a couple of news & slept for the rest of my journey... reached home at 1.30pm and now bloggin the first part of my day.. after this i will be going to work...
i didn't hear her voice/talk to her for 18hours... its almost a day on... dunno i shld call her or not... think i won't bah... i dunno...
End of Friday morning till afternoon
screwed @
12:48 AM
Okies... i woke up at 7am... by my alarm then snoozed it and slept then woke up and slept until 8.40am when someone called me then i rmb what i am supposed to do...
as usual i was really late for morning class.Choo talked to me for sometime about my attitude and such as if i will care much... thats sad.
lunch was norm today..
i was on my way home via bus but midway i got off at Bukit Panjang Plaza and walked around... i found the bag hmmm... think most likely i will get it bah since i am moving around very often. =)
i am tired... think i will not do my presentation leave it for tml. hehe
End of Today what am i doing?
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
screwed @
10:12 PM
hmmm... i went to school at 11am =)
saw Choo @ 8107 and she asked me the same old question.. never come for morning class? =P
i joined the ladies for lunch at the canteen cos i wanna save $$$ ewww... so broke.. i hate that feeling =X
theory class was a joke, i never even managed to stay in class for 30mins before going to the canteen to buy a bottle of mineral water & saw Sam at the bench chatting with gals. =)
i joined him & later a couple of guys also joined us yapping loudly along the corridors...
later i went back to class and continued my sleep X_x
i took the bus home since i still have a very long day ahead just to waste time. i reached home at around 5pm and started editing my blog's html code. Not to forget before i sleep i still need to do the presentation which is due on Monday yet i haven got any mood to do so.... sad
i'm serious missing her... i wonder is she missing me? i dunno... hope so...
End of Yawnz!
