sheer stupidity
wasting money on stuff that u burn
gals that u never get
viewing porn; u actually waste ur own shit
drinking; as much as u love; screw ur liver
a whole life trying to do good yet u know that u are going to burn in hell.
love? its one of the lamest shit i ever heard of, waste of time trying to understand it
never doubt your sexuality unless you wanna end up having a unbalanced hormones system
techno never sounded nice
doing probability sums; are u ever gonna strike the lottery?
buying a brand new stuff only to learn that its a hand down from dad
wearing spandex other than swimming
swear that u will do it but its just all talk
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Monday, February 13, 2006
screwed @
4:50 PM
Eww... mucus running messing with my life seems like suddenly people around are down with flu which includes me.Hope that it ain't gonna be bird flu.Poor fowls life is so miserable for them,just like me.I am a poor little or grown-up young man whom just gotten back home from school.I was LOCKED out of the flat,how i i wish i had my own place with my own life not ownin & looking at anyone's whimps & whines.Never mind that the moment i got into the flat my mum started her ruckles about my brother's school attendence i was already so blocked on my head without doubt i am chunked with such a bunch of shit! I got agitated & asked her to shut it out.She did not..... and she contiuned now focusing on what i had did to her favourite pot.What the fuck? i was wrong to mess around with her pot but it was not intentional at all but she gave me no chance insists on me buying a new one.Fine no problem once i gotten my pay check i will just get her one.Yet she went on and on why god was so merciful? giving me such a marvellous mum whom i would rather not have.I apologised & made a promise on that why cant she give me a shitty moment of peace.Darn... imagine myself controlling my emotions just not to aggravate my cough i told to cut it off.No chance i guess i will just give up on talkin too much to her..... i tired to be a good son but guess her standard of good son is someone whom says "Yesh mom. ok Mom" i cant do that always its tiring and i wont want to be like a dork making a total fool out of myself i just needed a understanding mum but seems like i am not gonna get one... or maybe she wont even know that what she was doing is not really correct given that she and many other mums around are just like that.My son is good cos he listens to what i asked him to do or not to do.Thats as good as getting a robot just like the one in Steven's AI no insult to him but he is so pitiful.Seems like its time for me to take my medication and fuck the hell to bed before she starts her ranting again.... i'm gonna break down soon......
End of I am just a unhappy,sick kid
