sheer stupidity
wasting money on stuff that u burn
gals that u never get
viewing porn; u actually waste ur own shit
drinking; as much as u love; screw ur liver
a whole life trying to do good yet u know that u are going to burn in hell.
love? its one of the lamest shit i ever heard of, waste of time trying to understand it
never doubt your sexuality unless you wanna end up having a unbalanced hormones system
techno never sounded nice
doing probability sums; are u ever gonna strike the lottery?
buying a brand new stuff only to learn that its a hand down from dad
wearing spandex other than swimming
swear that u will do it but its just all talk
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
screwed @
7:04 PM
Well... this Valentine like any other yr in my 19 years in this world i am single.Thats too bad but i ain't gonna complain too much.Well this morning was crap i took my medication for flu and slept from 8pm till 4am without dinner.Worst was that i thought that it was Wednesday thinking that the lessons gonna kick off at 8am.... until on the bus did i realised that its Tuesday hoho... i am in deep shit.Nvm that i had my breakfast at macdonalds.A fillet-o-fish meal,before my meal i remembered the movie "Super Size Me" and was thinking about all the crap stuff that mac has been doing to people around the world.Done with breakfast its just 8.30am and my class is at 9.30am omg..! an hour how am i gonna make it thru.Heavily dragging my feet to the interchange for the feeder service to school.... i was holing up in school for such a long time till i almost i fell asleep.Then came the class... i always liked kenny's lessons as its not so stonic as other lectures... at least we get to crap around and still get things in my head.Lunch was a quiet affair minus the crappy music by the in-house DJ whom played such crappy songs... like celine dion's my heart will go on just to commerate Valentine's... oh pls.. we even have got guys running around selling stalks of roses mind you these ain't those real roses... i do not have a mate thus keeps me away from that as well.Practical lessons was ok for me... 2 group's presentation was fine or i would say just bland... We made some crap wires the ones we used for home telephone... RJ11 ok it was easy... till.. kenny asked us to go on and help out on the moving of tables from one end to another end.... its tough and we sweat big time.Glad that he gotten us drinks and snacks as reward... he had meeting and went off.... we were down to ourselves in class messing around on my ibook... hehe i made another 2 flash files.So fun to do those stuff... hehe.. i must learn more of that and create even more stunning flash medias..... the trip home was uneventful i guess... reached home in like an hour's time and now here typing a blog on my underwear... hehe minus the erotic thoughts.... =)
End of Happy Valentine's
Monday, February 13, 2006
screwed @
4:50 PM
Eww... mucus running messing with my life seems like suddenly people around are down with flu which includes me.Hope that it ain't gonna be bird flu.Poor fowls life is so miserable for them,just like me.I am a poor little or grown-up young man whom just gotten back home from school.I was LOCKED out of the flat,how i i wish i had my own place with my own life not ownin & looking at anyone's whimps & whines.Never mind that the moment i got into the flat my mum started her ruckles about my brother's school attendence i was already so blocked on my head without doubt i am chunked with such a bunch of shit! I got agitated & asked her to shut it out.She did not..... and she contiuned now focusing on what i had did to her favourite pot.What the fuck? i was wrong to mess around with her pot but it was not intentional at all but she gave me no chance insists on me buying a new one.Fine no problem once i gotten my pay check i will just get her one.Yet she went on and on why god was so merciful? giving me such a marvellous mum whom i would rather not have.I apologised & made a promise on that why cant she give me a shitty moment of peace.Darn... imagine myself controlling my emotions just not to aggravate my cough i told to cut it off.No chance i guess i will just give up on talkin too much to her..... i tired to be a good son but guess her standard of good son is someone whom says "Yesh mom. ok Mom" i cant do that always its tiring and i wont want to be like a dork making a total fool out of myself i just needed a understanding mum but seems like i am not gonna get one... or maybe she wont even know that what she was doing is not really correct given that she and many other mums around are just like that.My son is good cos he listens to what i asked him to do or not to do.Thats as good as getting a robot just like the one in Steven's AI no insult to him but he is so pitiful.Seems like its time for me to take my medication and fuck the hell to bed before she starts her ranting again.... i'm gonna break down soon......
End of I am just a unhappy,sick kid
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
screwed @
11:44 PM
Maybe i will be lamentated as a scarly cat or what... i am not gonna care about what happens... yesh tell a teacher will help on certain things when the situation will not hold much hope.Now i sincerely wishes her all the best... its the best thing i can do... i know that doing that on the surface looks stupid but at the end,there wont be any winners around at all... of cos i do not wish tat she condemmed like now...
End of Trash it Out?
screwed @
11:18 PM
Things ain't going too smoothly for my school life... seems like all the impossibles are always happening and i can't seem to solve them at all... or a matter of fact that these problems dun just go away even if someone does help... today example was a long and tiring day... was late for class as usual but with a twist... met lady C at the interchange... smoked went to class.Well those whom were late were give big fat ZERO for their attendence but i really symphatise my CA... he is in such a mess now due to the crappy business that has been occuring thru-out the 3 days.Stress is a word that is so scary.ANyway during lunch Lady C was involved in a fight which i think she's DAMN STUPID to be messed up in.Come on she's being monitored & those blood suckers around are vying for blood to be drawn so she could fucking get the hell out of the school.... and this is what she didn't want to.She was quite crappy but at the end is that she shouldnt mess up her life just like this.They were lashed by the respective authorities as expected.Fast forward to class we were having a practical class with Mr T.they came back i was grouped with Lady R to do our bloody GPS crap.We were in the canteeen which we are supposed to be in the open space for the work,this was partly caused by the weather but i wont blame them on tat.Of all things they noticed that bunch of suckers whom they had problems with this time i am not gonna take chances for any sort of fucking shit to occur to them no way no chance.! I asked them to buzz off to class & it was a deaf ear to them.Nvm on that... i went our with Lady R & Lady H for our work.. then came a big guy with some body art.He started tauting her which is very welcomed and she went bombastic ok! thats not what i had in mind but doesnt matters i will just act as i deem fit to do so.Dragged her... trying to shut her... telling her to control.... with Lady R looking on... managed to calm her down till she went back to the group... i was pissed shitty worried about the gals... anymore crap from either sides another big crap will occur why not they just fucking leave the place.... nvm that fed up i left for class i juz cant bear to see them getting into shit once again.! On my way... my conscience got hold of me... i decided to call Lady C. of all... she is a freak... we were talking then came dunno which Muther Fraker... talking to her... she was quite annoyed i guess her line was "I talking to my friend.WHY?" then she just went off the LINE! fuck i was worried... maybe she got assualted? possible but my hunch was wrong i guess... i told CA to go over and have a look since it is just safer & no point me or the boys making their way down for a FIGHT? Ya i would love that to occur as well.... then everyone in the class will be suspended for classes or maybe expelled it is fun to me.... but i am not gonna be dumb.... awhile later they came up... Lady R. never even think should a fight occurs.... or whatsoever happens... they are going to suffer... i am so pissed when i was labelled a busybody my temper & emotions gotten hold of me.... i started the rampage i was known for,i shouldnt or wouldnt scream at her or a lady.. well i did she replied as well.... CA came in stopped me from going on... i was pissed & went off.... the whole thing is so freak off... Lady C is sticking on to her principles and she is suffering from the consquences.... i dunno what is she bloody thinking up there, but i really hope she will be absolutely ok from the ordeal which she partly was EVEN the one making much provocations... the situation now is sick... the teachers are gonna try their best to rid her of the school..... i wont say much but its all a blaming game & she bores the blunt which she hell cares.... Anyway if u are reading THIS PLS PLS.......... take care.... i got admit... she is not particularlly nice BUT not on that she is gonna get kicked out of school... maybe she doesnt even cares.... but i know that she is interested on her school work... and she is a absolutely fun person to work on the grp presentations... the change on her is there... this incident still wont change much of her.. but i leant something.. being loyal is ok... BUT NOT BEING DUMB WHEN it is abt loyalty it is priceless... use it sparingly... it wont kill a fly.
End of Trash or Not? I Do Not Think SO.!
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
screwed @
1:56 PM
how crappy was almost late for school.... didnt had much mood to study anyway. i was literally rotting in class the whole morning.Supposed to go swimmin ended up at home as there is NO sun wtf?
End of Wednesday
